Chamber of Infinity and Beyond

A thousand bright lights
Creating an image
That transforms your mind
Confuses your eyes
It appears
That you can go on forever
Impossible
There are walls
To stop you
From believing in something
Unreachable
From the outside
You can go on
But surely
There is no beyond
Everything in life
Comes to an end
This one ends in a dream
A dream to keep going
Even when there is a wall

Cool as Ice

From the outside
They are popular
Friendly
And amusing
They want you
Say they need you
They make you feel right
But when you come
To an obstacle
A bump in the road
They leave you
Abandon you
They make you feel small
This is the time
When your true friends
Your loyal friends
Play their role in the scene
They support you
Sustain you
And they carry you through
But those who left
Left you alone
When you were down on your luck
Seemed sociable
Enjoyable
Laughable at first
But on the inside
They are cold
Cool as ice

A Classist Society Drives Two Brothers Apart

In Victorian England, society was ranked by their money and their inheritance. In the novel, Great Expectations, Charles Dickens expresses his hatred towards the way society was run; he believes money is the root of all evil. When Joe comes to visit Pip in London, they -- this once simple and common pair -- have a conversation that creates a barricade between the two of them. “Pip, dear old chap, life is made of ever so many partings welded together, as I may say, and one man’s a blacksmith, and one’s a whitesmith, and one’s a goldsmith, and one’s a coppersmith. Divisions among such must come, and must be met as they come.” (p. 223) With this quote, Joe tells Pip that he does not blame him for the awkwardness of their meeting but instead blames it on the natural divisions of life. He tells him that some men are blacksmiths, such as Joe, and others are goldsmiths, such as Pip. Joe’s wise and resigned attitude toward the changes in Pip’s social class -- though they have driven them apart -- shows his loyalty by faulting their separation on the unalterable nature of the human condition. Through Pip’s journey from a common boy to a gentleman, Dickens illustrates the concept that people who lived in a classist society believed that climbing up the social class ladder brought them success and happiness, but that they were wrong and the true answer to contentment is love and a loyal family.

Size Makes No Difference

Standing at the mountain
I stare at its beauty
Looking at the ground
I find a small pebble
A small stone
A small rock
Picking it up
I again stare at the mountain
How does one small rock
Compare to this immense creation?
Then again
How do I compare
With the world?
I am small
Young
Where is my place
In the world?
So many things
I can do
So many things
I can achieve
But how does one
Do these great things?
I again stare at the mountain
Then at the pebble
They are very similar
Very little difference
I can do anything
No one is stopping me
My size makes no difference

A Two-Faced Man

When a hard-working man, like Wemmick, is given a job that requires a lot of seriousness, they may appear to others as a demanding individual. To Pip, his first impression of Wemmick is that he is cynical and has a dry personality, but when invited to his house for dinner, he observes that this orderly man has two different sides to his life. Work and business can cause a person to become someone they are not -- knowing that at any moment they could lose their job. When Wemmick returns to his home with Pip, he is allowed to reveal the true, merry and jovial man he is. He claims his house is a castle and although it is just a small gothic home he is proud and content with his living quarters and would not change it for the world. He tells Pip that he is own engineer, his own carpenter, his own plumber, and his own jack of all trades. This proves that Wemmick is satisfied with the way he lives and is fine with having to work hard to provide not only for himself, but his “aged parent.” In this chapter, Dickens is showing us that going to work every day can cause a person to have to hide their true identity until their work day is finished. “ Wemmick got dryer and harder as we went along, and his mouth tightened into a post office again.” (p. 209) In this quote, Pip is observing Wemmick’s personality changing as he leaves home and approaches work. This is the main concept Dickens is trying to get across; not that work is unhealthy, but that it can result in a person having to act like someone they are not.

Pip's Home Life

Pip is an innocent boy who has suffered so much at a young age; his mother and father have all passed away and not only has he lost his parents, but his five brothers, his companions, and his friends. Now, the only family he has left is his older sister who is merely twenty years older than him, raising him with her dark haired husband, Joe. Pip’s home life is very unique when compared to any of ours. His brother in law, acts like a younger brother, always wanting to be in the fun with Pip, and his older sister, like a wise old mother with a bit of a temper. Mrs. Joe Gargery is constantly stating that Pip should be grateful that she would bring him up as a child and that if she didn’t he would have joined the rest of their family in the churchyard a long time ago. She is fierce and forceful, but only wants Pip to behave under her circumstances. When Pip has to steal bread in order to return to the marshes and feed the convict, he feels guilty and because of this you know he has been brought up learning and following good morals.

The Good Earth Essay

This is the link to my summative essay on the novel The Good Earth. When I read this novel, I was constantly disturbed by the way women, including O-lan, were treated and so I created my thesis by combining my thoughts along with Pearl S Buck's on how poorly women were treated by Wang Lung and in general, China.

Writing Goal Comments

Journal Entry - Mountain

The great hills of the earth

Tower over the horizon

I stare at this image

It captures my mind

And my soul

And I wonder how they got there

And how they were formed

And I wonder what's on top

And what's below

And I let my mind wander

To and fro

The clouds sweep over the very tip

Birds flying within the valleys

Up so high

I can no longer see them

Gone

Just like that

In an instant

Could happen to anyone

At any moment

For that is why I stare

At these large blocks of rock

I must not take advantage of life

For one day it could disappear

Gone

Just like that

In an instant

The Good Earth

In the novel The Good Earth by Pearl S. Buck, Wang-Lung is a young man who is beginning to figure out who he is by becoming more independent from his father and starting his own family. Wang's father has a brother who is very into himself; he is poor and is always asking for people to give him money and other goods. When Wang's uncle approaches him one day while he is working in the fields he asks Wang if he can "support" his family. Lung has worked very hard to earn his silver and although he spent hours of labor earning his riches he is generous and displays a gift upon his uncle. A man who is a beggar is never a good man; they may need money, but they should have to work hard like the others. It is not bad to ask a family member for support in times of need, but the way Wang Lung's uncle approached him was wrong and unacceptable.
When Wang Lung decides to take his family south due to poor harvest and low supply of food they face many challenges differently than those at home. When they reach town, his family has to beg for money -- just like his uncle had done to them -- so that they would be able to pay a pence for rice that night. Wang is used to having enough food to supply his family and suddenly he has to revisit that place where he was starving and this makes him uncomfortable. He tries to take his family one step forward by moving to a whole new place but in the end he only takes himself one step back.

There is No Stopping It

Deep current pushes slowly
Massive weight against stones
Crashing over obstacles
There is no stopping it
The clear blue water
Flows peacefully
Throughout the banks
How beautiful and wonderful
Is this creation
The rushing of the stream
Over everything beneath it
Frogs swim below
This is their river
Their safety net
Their home
The river rushes
Until it hits the edge
Where it transforms,
Even more miraculous
A waterfall

The Good Earth - Chapter One

In the novel, The Good Earth, Pearl S. Buck displays how in the early 20th century, China was a very different world; the women had no rights and were treated poorly, and poverty was destroying many people and families. Wang Lung was a young man who was accompanied by his grouchy old father; because he was coming to the age were he would have to tend to the farm and provide food and water for his family he decided to go buy a woman servant. Wang Lung went to the House of Hwang and bought a wife; although there was to be a wedding, unlike other weddings, this would not be the happiest day of his life. When he arrived at the House of Hwang he was publicly humiliated. "In a house like this we feed that kind of meat to the dogs." (p.2) Although he was embarrassed he accepted his place in the world -- a lower class citizen who was humble about who and what he was. After he had received the woman he took her home to prepare a meal. The concept of women being treated unfairly is clearly shown in this chapter. Poor women were bought and sold like items instead of real human beings and in a marriage that is not based upon love, but the need of a slave, the women were owned not wanted. That is why Wang Lung and his father were constantly talking about how it wasn't the beauty that mattered but how hard she worked.
This book could well be a tragedy because of the symbols and plot. Winter, snow, rain, and darkness are used many times throughout the chapter and represent a tragic mode. In the beginning of the chapter Wang Lung was living a hard and lonely life, that symbolizes the world in conflict, but when he got a wife who would help him with his load of work that represents his rise to power. "Now it was as if Heaven had chosen this day to wish him well. Earth would bear fruit." (p.2) This quote represents a new beginning in Wang Lung's life -- a change that will guided by fate.

John Keats

John Keats was born October 31st, 1795 in London, England. Keats struggled a hard life, at age eight his dad died from a fractured skull and seven years later his mom died of tuberculosis. Although he suffered so much at such a young age, he went on to become a surgeon. Not finding his occupation as a doctor enjoyable, he decided to quit and begin a new career as a poet. His sister and close friend were not in agreement with this and thought that his idea of becoming a writer was foolish and silly - he did not let this stop him. He went on to create some of his famous pieces such as St. Agnes Eve, When I Have Fears, To Homer, and many more. He was one of the key figures in the Romantic movement and spent a lot of time writing about topics that had conflicting themes such as life/death, mortal/ immortal, and separation/connection. Sadly, on February 23rd, 1821, at age 25, John Keats died of tuberculosis -- the same disease that his mother died of. Although his life was short, he made a huge impact in the world of poetry.

When I Have Fears

When I have fears that I may cease to be

Before my pen has gleaned my teeming brain,

Before high-piled books, charact'ry

Hold like rich garners the full-ripened grain;

When I behold, upon the night's starred face,

Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance,

And think that I may never live to trace

Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance;

That I shall never look upon thee more,

Never have relish in the faery power

Of unreflecting love! -- then on the shore

Of the wide world I stand alone, and think

Till Love and Fame to nothingness do sink

The Beach

Tall, monstrous waves crash upon the shore and I am walking, with shoes in hand, the warm sand in between my toes. My mind is empty no worries, no thoughts, no nothing. I lay down and the water gently washes over my body, the next time pulling me in. I am in the ocean, staring at the beauty that surrounds me. How could one be so lucky.

A Jury of Her Peers

In the short story, A Jury of Her Peers, Susan Glaspell displays the outcome of a "prisoned marriage" and how women were not treated fairly. While searching for clues, it appeared as though the women and men were working separately and that the men believed all the clues the women found were of no use. The women had no rights and they were just there because of their husbands. The separation of the men and women symbolizes the rise of women gaining rights and becoming less dependent on the men. The conclusion to the mystery of Mr. Wright's death was that it was his own wife who was to blame. Mr. Wright was the kind of husband who thought he was more powerful than Mrs. Wright and would take advantage of her -- knowing she could do nothing to him -- this being an example of a "prisoned marriage." Mrs. Wright owned a singing canary; it was what kept her going, it was the only light in her life. When Mr. Wright got annoyed with this small yellow bird he decided to go against his wife's will and hanged the innocent creature. A canary represents freedom and intelligence. When this was taken away from Mrs. Wright she acted in a non-intelligent manner-- she hanged her husband. Because the canary was dead, Mrs. Wright was drowned of all the light in her life, which caused her to go insane. Although there was a gun in the house, she wanted to have her husband suffer a long painful death just as she will suffer a long painful life without the canary.